The Lonely:

2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night.
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me til I fall asleep.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby.
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely.

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again.

~Christina Perri

According to Jed:

Apparently, I'm a freak......

Do You Remember This?:

Be still, my love. For thou is under a careful eye. All is right. Be not afraid, nor in pain. Merely bask in the light of the spirit whose rays bear utmost comfort.

Quote of the Day:

"The most regret you could have for a risk is not to take the risk at all."
-Olivia Grace Haglund

Confessions to a loved one:

I have come to face my fears, and tell you how I 100% honestly feel. Nothing has to come from this. You don't need to react in anyway; you don't even have to talk, if you don't want to. I just need you to listen.......I miss you, and I have come to realize that I still have major feelings for you. Literally, I cannot get you out of my head. Every moment of every day, I think of you. I dream about you almost every night; I stare longingly at my window for hours in a day; I have even become paranoid, and think that the creaking of my window is actually the sound of little rocks being thrown at it, and I constantly check to see if it really is you standing below my windows. This is the most in love with you that I have ever been. They say that the heart grows stronger when you're away from the one you love. That was one big indication that I still love you...... I'm a mess, and I've finally realized that, no, I am not okay. All this time I thought that I was perfectly fine, but I was wrong. People are actually surprised that I haven't committed suicide yet....... Why does it hurt so much, Jed?...... Well, that's all that I feel the need to say. I just wanted to get that all off of my chest. Thanks for listening.

The Beginning of The Damian Project:

Be nice, please. I know they aren't all that great. This is the beginning to the Damian Project which will be a series of pictures of Damian McGinty that I have drawn. The photos are what I referenced off of. Here goes nothing!.......

Sudden Realization:

I realized something just now : I have a pretty messed up life...

An ""If Only"" Moment:

I wish I could get him to notice me... Even if he just knew that I existed, I would be so incredibly happy. It's weird because it feels like I miss him; so much that it hurts, even though I've never even met him before... I'm not sure how I should think about that. haha. Damian, I know that it's probably impossible, but if you ever read this I think you are an amazing artist, and from what I've seen, an amazing person as well... Gah! I really do sound like a creeper! I promise I'm not! haha! But anyways, if I could just meet you, it would seriously make my life. I probably don't deserve it as much as the next person, but I promise you that I would make a great friend. That's the thing though: I don't want you to see me as a crazed fan. I want to be seen as a person... an individual... or whatever. You know? Anyways...
Yours truly,
Krisina Williams

(I love how I ended it as a letter. Haha!)

Best News EVER!!!

I'm going to Ireland!!!!

Me Being A Creeper... But Not:

Okay, I probably won't ever marry Damian McGinty, let alone date him, let alone meet him... let alone ever actually see him, but hey, I can dream a little. I just had to run the facts through my head, so I would never get my hopes to high... Gosh, I sound like a creeper!

It's The Truth:

"You don't know how strong you are until strong is your only choice."